on not getting dispondant

right now i’m trying to type with only one and a half hands. the middle knuckle of my ring finger on my left hand won’t bend. which is terribly inconvenient for things like s’s or w’s, etc.

i go back to the doctor tomorrow, but i’m worried that there might be some perminant damage. or at least enough damage that my typing speed and abilities are quite dibilitated. there are several opportunites open at express right now, but i have to retake all the computer tests and right now, i can’t do that. i’ve neither been released to do so nor have any actual ability to do so with the left part of my hand…

and doing my dishes or cleaning? yeah, that’s not been fun either… sheesh… i really appreciate more having two good hands…

i do think, however, as long as i can work it out monetarily and logistically, that I think I’m going to go back to get my teaching certificate at UIS. I have an appointment soon to talk about it with an advisor there…

I’m excited about that idea…